Nothing gold can stay

"Whose woods these are I think I know
His house is in the village though
He will not see me stoping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow"

Oh Frost, why you always make me cry?
Fucking bi-polar. Nothing gold can stay he said. Yep.

What was it, half a year? Half a year without this nonsense. And now it's crawling back. Back into my skin.
"Hello, forgot about me?"
Hell yeah I have forgoten about pain. Where does this nonsense even come from? Why does it come?

Stupid.

I don't feel like everything is alright. Or perhaps, I feel this way again? Plain stupid.

Anyway... if everything goes as planned (or if I will even remember this promise tomorrow and take time to accomplish it)... well, this blog is officialy active.

Cheers to mysefl.
Oh and you too, Melancholy.

RELEASED!

It's been a while, yeah... because of unknown reason I 've completely forgotten this blog. But I'm here again.
And the last two months were interesting. For now I'll only tell you this:

WE 'VE FINALY RELEASED THE DEMO! WUUUUUHUUUUU!
And the reactions are pretty damn good :D we've played two shows since then, and in the end of November we have a two day "tour" to promote the demo.

I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!

And a photo from the show in Jedro, Medvodve (it's not a high quality photo, I get those on monday):

Rainy Mood

Well... the title says it all.

It's raining here. Just.. raining. It may seem as a boring day, BUT! This is the first autumn rain this year. First gray, sleepy day  that I've waited for through whole summer.
Yet I'm not as jolly as I should be. I mean, I fucking love the weather, It's awesome, but with autumn approaching, I can feel something returning. Back into my chest where it dwelled for all those years, and inexplicably dissapeard in the start of summer. It's slowly creeping back inside... the emptiness. I also noticed I became much more quiet than usual this week, and even when I speak, I speak kind of quiet and clear, not "rough" as usual.

Doesn't matter.

Yesterday, I got the preview of our demo. I came home and listened to it.
At first, I hated it, but soon just realized I expected more and that it's just fine. The drums are awesome, the guitars are good for the amount of time used to record them, bass is average but we alredy knew all that.

The problem came with the vocals.

The first two songs are simply amazing, considering vocals, But the last one, Away... I was alredy in the bad mood, but that just pissed me off completely. The vocals were just horrible. The accents were in the completely wrong places and the amount of energy was absolute zero. But that wouldn't pissed me off in she's always sing it like that. What really made me mad is that I told her she could sing better and she didn't want to because she thought it's awesome. If I know her, and I do, it's jsut because we made her know how awesome the first two were, and her ego grew.
Voila, she fucked the last song.
I'm better about that today, but still goddamn mad. And it's not just me as I thought. The first ting that the bass player noticed about the song was that she sang it different than usual.
We have a rehersal tomorrow and I'm plaining to strangle her. -.-

Anyway, here's the demo cover, if anyone is anxiously expecting the thing:

Billy Talent

Billy Talent released their new album Dead Silence in the states.
I used to listen to them quite a lot a few years back, so I decided to check it out (also, the first single Viking Death March was awesome). I expected something like previsious albums, actually I doubt it will be as good or even better. Well...

MY MIND WAS FUCKING BLOWN.

I opend the album on youtube. First thing I noticed was that the songs were marked. I felt kind'a relived - I would be able to skip between boring songs if I'd need to. But then the first song began playing.

I haven't skiped one single song till the album was over.
I just sat there for what seemed like best hour in my life.

The songs were just... prfect. Guitar riffs are heavy and melodic, bit darker than I was used from them, but that's not something a metalhead would complain about. The vocals are even better than usual, same goes for back vocals. The sound is epic, the only thing I noticed is much more absent kick - but even that was not disturbing.
And the arrangements.
The arrangements are the most prfect thing possible.

I just can't belive the whole thing.
Guys outdid themselves. They did it AGAIN.

I wish to be such musician one day... but the more I listen to Dead Silence, the more that seems completely impossible.

Status - FINISHED!

We finaly finished the recording of the demo!

And it sounds EPIC. I just can't wait for the mixdown (I get the rough one on tuesday)

We were actually finished quite faster than I expected. Last two days took only about 10 hours total. I expected more complication with the vocals, but Eva really proved her self - she only had to sing each song twice before we were satisfied, which is really not a lot :D The producer is still impressed by us which I take as a great honor.

We 're hiting the stages again in october!!!!

I love stages.
Stages are awesome.

HELLOOOOO

It's a pretty nice evening here. I love autumn evenings. They make me feel like

like

like it's autumn.

Anyway. Fine autumn evening, playing Amon Amarth on guitar, still feeling the consequences of last night... The feeling is quite awesome you know.

But god last night was sick.

Is it normal to write about hangover and... stuff in your first blog post?

Well god damn it I don't give a fuck :D

Today was the third day of recording (for the demo of my band), so I had to woke up early. I looked myself in the mirror aaaand I kind'a looked like death. Pale and tired. But that was expectable.

Anyway, the whole recording session went great, we have completed the instrumentals for three songs. Which means the only thing still missing are the vocals tomorrow. Can't wait xD

...that was the first post for my blog.

...I hatez first posts.

...I hopes they get better in time